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I Never Seen Papa Cry — Dirt Road Gospel Music

FamilyGriefFeeling UnseenSorrow

A tender country grief ballad about a stoic grandfather mourning the wife who shared sixty years of his life, and a family learning that his tears tell the truth about love. Seven days of making room for grief, receiving God’s comfort, honoring covenant love, and holding fast to resurrection hope.

"Thou tellest my wanderings: put thou my tears into thy bottle: are they not in thy book?"
Psalm 56:8

A song for the road you're on.

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I Never Seen Papa Cry
Dirt Road Gospel Music
DirtRoadGospelMusic.com

[Intro — solo guitar]

[Verse 1]
I never seen Papa cry
Not once in all my life
He fixed things, carried boxes
Said, "That's just part of life"
But this morning by the sink
He was standing there so still
Two cups sitting by the coffee
Like one was waiting still

He was staring out the window
Not at the morning sky
And when he wiped his face real quick
That's the first time in my life
I ever seen Papa cry

[Chorus]
I never seen Papa cry
Till the day she slipped away
Sixty years of "me and you"
Gone in a single day
Married when they both were eighteen
Grew old side by side
Now he's holding half a lifetime
With nothing on the other side
I never seen Papa cry
But I see him now

[Verse 2]
There's pictures on the hallway wall
From kids to wrinkled hands
Every frame a little story
Of the life they built and planned
Her Bible's on the table
Open where she left that page
Her sweater on the back of that chair
Like it's waiting on her name

He still leaves the porch light burning
Like she might come home tonight
And when he whispers, "Baby girl…"
Standing in that doorway light
I never seen Papa cry
But I hear it in the night

[Chorus]
I never seen Papa cry
Till the day her heart went still
Sixty years of Sunday mornings
Coffee on the window sill
From eighteen to almost eighty
Every laugh and every fight
Now he's talking to an empty room
Turning off a second light
I never seen Papa cry
But I see him now

[Bridge — almost spoken]
He always said, "Love's a promise,
You don't quit when it gets hard."
He never planned on standing here
Alone in this backyard
Sixty years of being somebody's
Hand to hold and place to fall
Now he's just a man in silence
Trying not to lose it all

[Final Chorus — fragile]
I never seen Papa cry
But I sit here by his side
If the strongest man I know can break
Then breaking's nothing to hide
She's in every crooked picture
Every laugh that used to ring
And when the tears fall from his eyes
I see what true love really means
I never seen Papa cry
But I see him now
Yeah, I see him now